Counterfeit: Meeting you was NEVER NICE

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I'm letting you go

for all I felt seeing you was woe

this enthralling feeling as if you were a beau

I had never known it was only for a show


Like this artwork, you were never true

not a real stroke of a brush nor even a real hue

your inauthenticity should have been my cue

to bid you adieu as it's been long overdue


I'm letting you go just as I rid your artwork

As seeing traces of you made me irk

I'm letting go of the illusion on the heart you broke

Heaven knows, you are a joke


As this forged sun sets and the real sun rises

May my guides help me then to be more wise

I will never again subject myself to tomfoolery twice

nor I will ever be blinded and deafened by your lies


Meeting you was NEVER NICE.

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I wrote this poem last 12.12.2022 at 02:51 AM. Modified some words as I was typing.

I wrote this poem as I was disposing the "printed digital art" that I bought from this jerk- to which I thought that once I have bought the art, I should be only be the one using it. Only I can do anything on the art piece after purchase as I have bought right to it.

However, I also saw him posting that same "art" in his socials after my purchase- which just showed how uninformed he was on purchasing art. It was not classy at all. 

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