It's me, Kath | Kaye | Kai

It's been months since I haven't been able to write a blog due to my hectic schedule with both work and my graduate school on weekends. A lot has happened  in those few months.  -First Semester of my MBA journey- The first semester has just finished, and final grades are out. Thankfully, I got 1.25 in all my subjects.  However, I was unsure of what to feel. Out of five individual assignments, I got 7 out of 10 in the final one, while the rest were all 10. In the final team assignment I facilitated, we only scored 19 out of 20, while the rest of our team assignments were perfect marks. Should I be happy about it or disappointed that it wasn't perfect? This perfectionist side may stem from intense academic expectations I faced growing up. The memories of my grades from university, ranging from perfect 1.0s to a failing 5.0, still echo in my mind.  One thing's for sure: when things got overwhelming, I turn to WayV as my safe space to relax and reset as a way to conquer ...

First day back to sophomore high school after a long break, I saw my high school friends and excited to talk about how my long break went. As I entered to my old grade 8 classroom, my head turned to the front on to the blackboard and I saw my ultimate high school crush (who during my college days tried to court me) with his chair on the platform facing us. I cannot believe what I saw. Were my eyes just seeing things? I hurriedly walked my way to the front but my pace and everything around me turned slow. What was going on? I just want to see him upfront. And then everything around me went in five times the speed and in a snap of a finger, he was gone.  And so I told my grade 8 bestie what just happened. He was there! Right there! - as I point out to the empty chair. But she just nodded in pity and said " Wala na siya bala, Kai. Kinanlan mo na mag move on, find someone for you to pour those feelings " [He's already gone, Kai. You have to move on, find someone for you to po...