Was I enchanted to meet you? Getting literally out there
How can I stop myself from falling to someone whom I've only seen online? Why am I in my delulu¹ era pseudo-high school crushing over someone in my 30s? Most of all, why am I liking someone whom I haven't met in person? Who does not reciprocate the same feelings towards me?- this is not right, LOL . Is this the effect of being chronically online ²? I have come into terms with myself that after my break up three years (almost four) ago, I won't harbor romantic feelings, be in a committed relationship, and that I would focus on myself moving forward. I guess I'm too gullible as I have not much kept my own promise for the "not having romantic feelings" part. Almost half a year after my break-up last time, I connected with someone from my hometown and ended up disappointed. I shouldn't have bought his digital art to be honest or I could've ended our conversation after purchase. However, silly me decided to respond to his messages and found out months la...